Due 01/28 so anxious and depressed

Don’t know if anyone out there cares but I am so anxious to have my boy already. I am so depressed and sadly this pregnancy has been the worst time of my life. I want to have him now so that I can hold him and get on track with my depression treatment. Does anyone know if I can take anti depressants and BF at the same time? I am going through a terrible time and I need help. I feel so numb like an out of body experience. God help me. 😞😞😞😞😞😞