i just want a baby 😢

sorry for the whinny post, but im just ready for my bfp. we have a daughter thats almost 4, and havent really been trying that long, but ugh. 😔 all our best friends have their two kids or 2nd one on the way already, and i just want my turn. and of corse people notice at church and say "when are yall going to have another?" "its time for another!" , that hurts. AF is due Jan. 3rd but im trying not to symptom spot every little thing this time. i could have swore i was pregnant last month only to be devasted when AF showed up. baby dust to us all 💙