happy for them, but sad for me

just a ranty post here. FIVE of my friends announced pregnancies this month. some have only been trying for a few months. I've been trying for more than a year. just sucks ya know? I figured this was the best place to complain because if I told any of my friends who aren't trying to get pregnant they would say I'm not happy for my pregnant friends. I am happy for them, and don't wanna make them feel bad. so ill just keep my mouth shut and keep obsessing about my cycle lol