treated unfairly because im fat

5 weeks pregnant with second child depressed and scared about being treated unfairly again because I'm fat my last pregnancy my doctor convinced me that because I was fat I was going to lose my baby I didn't and she was born a healthy baby. but the constant fear and depresion he put it in because I wos too fat for his liking left scars I have panic attacks and break down in tears every time I try to find a doctor I don't know what to do and I can't talk to my husband about it he don't understand