rant!!

so my boyfriend and i have been together for a while and i am absolutely in love with him. and we’ve talked about getting married and everything and i got a little tattoo on my foot under my angle of a paw print because i have depression and it reminds me i can be happy. and he refuses to have sex with me and he doesn’t want me sleeping over because it’s disgusting and grossed him out. and now he doesn’t know if he wants to be with me because “he’s still a dude” and isn’t attracted to me as much as he was before i got it.

idk what to do