What’s wrong with me ???

So I’ve been wanting to be with this guy for a while and whenever I’m around him I just want to fuck him . Well tonight I feel asleep in his bed and i think he thought I was asleep and he started rubbing on me grabbing my boobs and stuff it turned me on but then I got really uncomfortable and started to cry . I finally told him i needed to go sleep in the living room because I’m not allowed to sleep in his room. But its I really like him but after all this is choked up and I feel uncomfortable. please send me your thoughts....