when youre not a maternal person..

At first I felt confused and scared finding out I was pregnant, it was a huge shock and I have NEVER been a maternal type of person, its never interested me and I never once imagined my future with kids...........However, as the pregnancy has progressed and each milestone has came, I find myself loving this experience (minus the sciatica!!!!!) ...feeling him kick, buying his little clothes and organising for his arrival has just changed me into a different person. I can't wait to meet you baby Noah - although I am so petrified of being a mum/ being good enough!!! It really is the hardest and most exciting thing combined growing your own little chip! Here's a few bump pictures which (again) I thought I'd hate

but actually now love and embrace...