Not having sex with boyfriend

So my boyfriend and me have been together off and on for like a year but haven't had sex due to the fact I have herpes and no matter what there's always the tiny chance of him getting it from me. The past five months of us being together we both haven't had sex at all with each other or anyone else. It makes it kind of easier since he lives out of state so I don't see him all that much or else I'd be even more sexually frustrated than I already am.. he's 31 and I'm 20. Anyways, I completely get why he's too nervous too have sex and he's not ready just in case he does manage to catch herpes from me but its driving me crazy. I guess I'm just posting this so I can vent? Its like I have never wanted anyone to dick me down the way I want him to and he really wants to but his nervousness always stops him. Ugh!