Scared he’ll cheat...😪

I’ve been with my boyfriend for over a year now and we’re having our little girl in March. I can’t even tell you how many times he tells me he loves me and how I’m the only one for him.

That’s all great and all...if only I could just stop being scared he’ll cheat on me. I’ve had a few dreams about it and it sucks, even in my dreams. And I’ve had dreams about him leaving me, which sucks too.

Ugh. I know he’s the only person for me, we’ve both made that quite clear. I’ve also talked to him multiple times about being scared of him cheating or leaving. I know how he feels about it and me, I’ve never seen someone so attached to another person before. It’s cute and honestly I believe him.

I just cant help but feel he’ll get tired of me or cheat. I can’t be the only one who has this issue right? My mentality is my worst enemy.

Sometimes I wish I was still single just for the fact that I wouldn’t have to worry about being cheated on or broken up with 😪😩😭