Runaway Love

So I had a crush on this girl, I'm a girl as well. First here's the backstory, she had some problems wih her family, like emotional and physical abuse and that made her anxiety really bad and that fueled some drug abuse, so she moved away from that toxic place, the week we told each other how we felt, the same week we would go on our first date and hang out as more than friends. So now, after a week of not contacting each other, we're texting again, but it's not the same. It's almost awkward now.

The conversation doesn't flow, and I don't have the same strong feelings for her. I feel like I have to be devoted to her for some reason, but I want to be free to have other crushes and like other people so it's kind of...annoying to still be in contact with her. I don't know I love her as a friend, but I think because I went through such hard times with her there's like an attachment. I don't know I just need advice or something.