Ex-weird situation.

So I’m obviously still in love with my ex. Our breakup was messy and we’ve been not talking to each other regularly for about four months. But I have my Instagram public and although he doesn’t follow me he sees my story a lot. I’m still really close with his family and I still talk to them very often and I also every once in a while check in on him just to see how he’s doing. I wish him happy holidays Christmas, Thanksgiving and New Year’s and obviously for his birthday. Whenever I text him he super dry but he keeps seeing my Instagram stories and he keeps deliberately looking at my Instagram and lurking on social media. Does this mean anything???? Should I tell him I still want him or would I get denied completely if the instagram thing means nothing?