Bad dreams.

So I was raped by a senior in high school when I was 15. My step brother also played a roll when I was 11/12 in molestation by his friends because I told him I liked girls instead of boys because “no one in his family was going to put shame on him”

Now I’m 20 engaged to the girl of my dreams and pregnant with our first baby.

SO I keep having dreams that my step father is trying to rape me and my mom just stands there, or walks away. It’s really freaking me out.

He would hit and talk down on me. But never did I get inappropriately touched by him. He died 2 years ago last month and these dreams are givkbg me panic attacks. What do I do...?!?