Feeling like I’m doing it alone

So talking to husband last night and he reminded me about a friends wedding thats on are due month. I was like ok but was hoping to be booking c section around 37/38 weeks which work out the week be for.

*He’s gone on say well I was talk to mate about it (we meant to be taking him ) that you’ll be to far, uncomfortable for the 3/4 hour ride or if had baby I still want be recovering to go.

At this point I was think he was planning on let know we won’t be able to come or play it by ear nope not at all.

*well was think me and mate would go and you stay here with another mate ( Ive only spoke a few time so don’t know her to well) and she will help you with kids and baby.

What the hell so not only he think to leave me but both are kids as well. So he can still go to the wedding really REALLY.

To top it off he’s not really thinking about having some time of when baby born so yet again me being left with 4yr, 1 half yr and new born. It’s not like he doesn’t know what it be like after, it’s are third csection.

One angry, tired mummy with a husband that’s getting more distance by the month, weeks, day