A letter to my first born

A letter to my first born:

As the end of our alone time draws closer, I’m experiencing so many emotions and some of those emotions are sadness and guilt. I cherish our alone time that we had and I know that our worlds are going to drastically change. I know it will take some time to adjust to our new reality but I pray that you never ever question my love for you and that you will always feel secure, confident, loved and adored. I know you are too little to understand why our world is changing and why I may not be the mommy you once knew and that makes me feel incredibly guilty.

You my sweet boy have taught me so much about life. You made me a mom and because of you I’ve experienced unconditional, deep, immense love. So I know you may not have my undivided attention when your sister comes into this world, but please know that you will always have my heart and love.

With so much uncertainty during this time, there is one thing In which I am certain. I am certain that you will be an amazing big brother. You are sweet, caring, funny, smart, empathetic and loving. I know we are losing our alone time and you will no longer be the only child. But I am excited to see you grow into the role of a big brother. I’m excited to see you and your sister bond. I am excited to see you gain a lifelong friend. I am proud of you and I know you will adjust perfectly. I love you with all my heart.

Love

Mommy