The first time I’ve made love

I just feel the need to tell someone about it. Since I was young I was always told by my religious family that sex outside of marriage is wrong. My family was basically an abusive family full of narcissism so I was never really allowed to show my emotions towards anything. Well eventually I started not caring about religion. I tried sex and it didn’t feel wrong, but I never felt attached to anyone I would do it with. I think it was subconscious guilt because of my family. I had finally met my current boyfriend and I finally developed true emotions for him. He’s the first person I’ve ever been able to not only fuck, but make love to. It’s the most wonderful feeling I have ever felt.