Now I know why some people self harm. I was in a psych ward starting Christmas because I attempted suicide on Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>. I'm back in the same place that made me do it. I scratched my arms until I bled because I'm terrified to use anything else. It let out some of the pain. I know it's not good but I don't want to go to the psych ward again...