Feeling depressed today

My best friend of 18 years got pregnant two weeks after I did. I lost my baby at 9 weeks and now she is 21 weeks along. She sent me her ultrasound pics and of course I’m happy for her but it just reminded me that I would be almost 6 months pregnant now.

I text my husband that I was a little sad seeing her US pics and how I would be almost 6 months now and first he says that he’s sad too and we have to have faith that God will provide to which I said “you’re right babe” Then the very next text he sends says “if you’re so bothered by it maybe you should get sperm from a donor. Seriously”

Talk about kicking me when I’m down. I get that he’s hurt too and maybe feeling insecure about not getting me pregnant quickly but damn don’t take it out on me!

Just needed to vent.