Hi everyone.

I don't know if this is sexual abuse, but I think it is. And please don't give me negative comments. Because I do not want that happen. But what I was going to say is:

I was eight years old when this all happened. I was with someone (a man). I really do not want to say who it was. But when me and him were hanging out. I asked him how do you have babies? And he told me. But that really that was it. And then he asked me do you want to do it? And I kept saying no, and he kept (kinda) making me saying yes. And then I said I finally said yes and I only said that because I thought he was going to do something bad to me. So he put his penis out and then he made me get on him and I kept saying no again. But I don't know what happened then, but I do think I did but I don't know for sure! I don't remember what happened next. Onto a few days later...he stated to do things again. And he tried getting me naked and everything. And wanted me to make out. I kept saying no, but he still tried. And I did not know what to do. I thought it was my fault because I asked him that question. But I don't know. And right now I am 12. And he then maybe a year later he still was doing things. And then he started trying to put his penis into my vagina. And I said no....And just kept saying no, but he didn't. But he was trying to. And I don't know what I was going to do. Because I was only 8 so I thought no one would believe me. And now I really do feel like no one will believe me now because now I am 12. Please tell me what I should do. And do you think it is sexual abuse? (He did this to me for 2 years). And no I didn't like it at all. I just didn't say anything because I thought I would be the one looked at like I am just saying things. Please comment what I should do. And don't be negative!!!