He went to a strip club when I was 5 weeks postpartum

Anyone else have a piece of shit husband go to a strip club right after you had given birth? He told me he was on his way home from dinner out with friends on an icy winter night and when I woke up 3 hours later he still wasn't home. After 2 hours of frantically calling him to see if he was even alive I thought of the find my iPhone app and it put him at a strip club! I can't think of a more mentally damaging time, I was 1 week away from being cleared for sex, I am devastated, how is my flabby, saggy, baby weight self supposed to compete with his recent visual of a stripper?!