Bed sharing.

I swore I wouldn't... I really did... Now my lo is almost a month old and hasn't slept anywhere but with me... I live with my MIL and family and my SIL practically throws tantrums over me sleeping with him and my MIL is always telling me about how bad it is and how terrified she is that I'll hurt the baby or something might happen... Dear lord do I love them but I honestly just want to leave. My Fiance wants to to but we have the Delima of him not being able to get a good enough job yet and me not being able to do anything other than fast food or waitressing because I'm under 18. I'm still in school for this year then I'm hopefully getting my equivalency diploma over the summer so I can work full time. but again I am being driven mad over there remarks. And the all around family drama over his step brothers being favored over everyone else in the house by there dad and nobody being able to say a thing about it because their dad gets all pissy with everyone and it just starts fights. his family makes good money so they grew up getting whatever they wanted a and I grew up the exact opposite. I moved in when I found out I was pregnant because me and my sorry excuse for a mother were homeless. My mom sent me here got a studio apartment for her and her nasty husband who was in jail while she was sneaking other men into her apartment. So I am nothing but grateful for everything they have done for me. And it just makes me so angry to see all the disrespect that his step brothers give to everyone and everything. When I was still pregnant they would take extra snacks and pop and say it was me and my fiance ( I say extra snack because they packed their lunches and the snacks were for the lunches and had to last us a full week or two with 4 kids taking a lunch or snack to school every day) . sorry for how long this got. I just really needed to vent.