Mending Broken Bonds Update

I finally got the courage to talk with his mom. Although she forgave me, she obviously she wasn’t too sure about things ever getting back to normal. So the question now is what’s next? I’m mainly talking about with the relationship between my boyfriend and I. If the relationship between me and her isn’t going to ever be fixed or worked on and we can’t be cordial then what? Should I just leave my boyfriend alone or allow him to decide? I just don’t want to continue going on “hidden” from his family or anybody, for that matter, any longer.