should i feel bad?

so im 14 and im a freshman in high school. i have a really strong sex drive is that bad? i really really liked this guy and we were talking for a lil bit and then he asked me to fuck and my hormones were super strong so i said yes. so when we met up we were about to fuck and i said that i didnt want to do it anymore because i was scared and didnt want to lose my virginity at 14. he got dressed and left. he blocked me on all social media and when i try to talk to him at school he ignores me. i apologized and he rolled his eyes and walked away. i feel really bad for backing out but theres a part of me that thinks i shouldnt feel bad. should i feel bad for it?