I feel like he broke my 😿!

??? My SO and I have been together for 3 yrs now, but I’m still unable to handle his penis! He’s a truck driver so we usually have sex twice the week he’s in town. However for the past 2 months he’s been in town and want sex every chance he gets. 🤦🏽‍♀️ So on the 12th we had some very rough sex that caused me to bleed. We thought it was nothing so I showered and we tried again. We stopped I was bleeding again. (No my cycle wasn’t coming on) The next day I was having terrible pains in my abdomen and if I cough I instantly pee. 😓 At this point I’m terrified to have sex again! I have no clue what’s going on or even know what to do. My mom claims he just knocked it out of place (Speaking from her past experiences) that all the doctor gone say is it’s either he can knock it back in place with sex or they can do it but it’ll hurt if they do it! And that I won’t stop having abdomen pains until it’s back in place! 😩😩😩 I cannot take pain and to scare to have sex anymore so IS THERE ANY BODY WHO HAS WENT THROUGH THIS??? I need advice, trips, anything to help me out