I haven’t spoken to my grandma in 4 years.. last time we talked it was us arguing over why I was going to hell... I was dating a girl (she was one of the not so accepting Christians. Sorry if your Christian I’m not against your religion my grudge is with my grandma) and after she found out she refused to talk to me, deleted me on Facebook, all that bullshit. We found out she didn’t have long to live, but she still refused to talk to me. She passed away a couple nights ago and I wish things had turned out different but even if I could go back and not tell her who I am I still would.. I miss her, but just because she’s family doesn’t mean I have to love her unconditionally..

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