First Gynecologist Visit

I have dreaded this all my life and I'm 25. I'm made an appointment as part of my news years resolutions since I know it's something I need to do. The appointment is Monday and I'm so nervous and upset. Psychology this is a big deal for me. I know it's not a big deal, I'm just so anxious about it. Did anyone else feel this way about it and how did you feel after going?