I guess I'm out....

so I'm currently on cycle day 42...AF was about 2 weeks late...I was so sure I was pregnant....I had some brown spotting on Wednesday and Thursday and it was only when I wiped. I thought I must have ovulated much later and I was just experiencing implantation bleeding. The bleeding stopped for a few, but has picked up today and is now much heavier and red....I'm also having cramps...so I guess I'll count this as CD 1...why does the universe have to be so cruel?!?! for several weeks, I believed I was pregnant, but now I'm just a heartbroken mess. good luck to all you others ladies on your journey to your bfp...