Shes as big as a Bok Choy.

So at 30 weeks my daughter is as big as a Bok Choy because she is measuring 2 weeks ahead. I am terrified of having a big baby. My family doesn't think I'll carry her past 35 weeks and I'm trying for at least 37 so I can bring her straight home. I mean with all this stuff I'm dealing with Idk what is gonna happen with this. I'm so terrified of labour. My back isn't aligned enough for an epidural and so I'll have to get IV drugs and everyone keeps telling me they won't do shit. Ugh I'm scared as balls.