Advice...

So I’m almost 5 weeks pregnant, w the person I’ve been dating.. wasn’t planned but it was an irresponsible doing that we didn’t take precautions for and now i have to man up and take my responsibility for acting in the moment. W that being said, he’s expecting a baby also w another girl who i want to say is almost 12 weeks pregnant.. i would hate to bring a child in the world to deal w this confusion but I just don’t think abortion is an option although it would of course be the easy way out. I cry everyday, and i just feel alone.. although he says he wants me to keep it i just feel like I’d be doing this by myself.. i already suffer from anxiety and depression and by me being in my first trimester my doctor asked me to not take my daily medication for at least the first trimester.. one minute I’m fine, one minute I’m not. I don’t know what to do. 🤷🏾‍♀️😪