I was closer than ever I think

Me and my boyfriend had sex today for the first time in a few days and we had the room to ourselves for a few hours so we could really get into it. Usually we are having to be quiet or do quickies and I can’t ever get into like I do when we have time. I’ve never came with him or my previous boyfriend but today I got really really wet. Mainly while I rode him. I’m talking like left wet marks on the bed wet I was drenched. The whole experience was great but I didn’t start getting really wet until we changed positions and I was on top. When we finished he was awed at how wet I got because usually I don’t get wet like that even when we do have time and a place to ourselves. He asked me if I came and I laughed it off and sorta said yes because honestly I didn’t know and I don’t like not knowing, you know? So he laughed a bit and shook his head and was like nah baby you’d know if you had. But like. I was so so wet and it had a bit of an odor (I mean he still said I tasted good so it must’ve not been a bad odor) and I was so sure during it like damn I came but I mean it wasn’t a super mind blowing warm feeling. It was just mind blowing sex and I didn’t have one of those movie moments where it’s just a final bam and then I’m all tired and out of breath and we both stop. Idk what I’m supposed to be feeling. Or if I’m expecting too much because of all the dumb romance movies I’ve seen. I’d masterbate but I don’t have any toys and my fingers just don’t do it all that much. Plus the emotional connection and the physical presence is something I think I need in order to reach that pleasurable feeling. I’m just tired of not knowing and not being able to talk about it because I’m too self obvious about not knowing what I’m talking about.