Anxious!!

5 days until my due date & I went from feeling everything to nothing! Last week I started having contractions that ended up becoming 3min apart after 12hrs. I checked into L&D; only to find out I was 1cm and -2. After a few hours and 3 very painful pelvic exams my contractions slowed and there was no change so they sent me home. Since I’ve been back home my contractions have not come back at all. No leaking, no bloody show, no signs at all. I can’t sleep due to pelvic pain/pressure. Eating has become a chore due to nausea unless it’s dry Cheerios or bananas/oranges. I’m so ready to have this baby!!!! My next OB appt is tomorrow and I’m praying for my water to rupture before then. Wishful thinking, I know. I’ve tried everything! Walking, sex, spicy food (which only upset my stomach), you name it. I’m feeling so much anxiety about him going past his due date and having to be induced. Feels good to rant on here. As much as my husband is a good listener I just know he will never understand!