Ughhhh

I wanna breastfeed my baby so bad. I keep trying. I’ve done extensive research. I talked to lactation consultants. I’ve tried exclusively pumping milk but my supply couldn’t be enough for her. I don’t wanna give up but I’m always stressed. I’m sure people say fed is best but I can’t describe the guilt I feel. It’s my fault she won’t latch it’s my fault she’s wanting only bottles. I don’t know what to do. I need advice I need help. I need encouragement in these hard times. I get so stressed I snap at my SO. I just need help 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔