Needing some help 😭

I have a 4 month old son who I adore more than anything and I’d do anything for !

Let’s just say he does not go without !

Well since he was born he has been a horrible sleeper.. that’s saying it nicely 😭

I have tried different methods , routines , etc etc but every time he goes to bed it takes 40min to calm him by rocking him while he SCREAMS and cry’s ! That’s also putting it nicely 😬😭😭😭 I’m at my wits end ! I’ve been referred to a sleep school but waiting to hear when I can go.

I am exhausted and tired and I’m starting to feel shitty about myself because he just won’t sleep and if he does go to sleep it’s only for 30min and he won’t resettle 😭

Has anyone else experienced this ? What did you do ? I’m currently not coping anymore. Yes I have a supportive family who do help me out heaps and a amazing partner who can around work. But when baby screams 24/7 it does get exhausting...

Please no negative comments !