Nightmare...

So I know when you’re pregnant it’s common to have dreams and even nightmares and I had a ton!!! Every single night I would dream but every once in a while I would have the worst nightmares and would wake up bawling my eyes out. Haven’t had any dreams since I was about eight months pregnant and here I am today with my baby girl who is almost two months :). and I’m all of a sudden starting to have weird dreams every night. But the other night I was dreaming that I was holding my baby girl in my arms and she was awake and just staring at me being the beautiful baby she is and there was this awful awful man. He handed his gun over to a random person and told him to shoot her while she was in my arms and then kill me as well... the person didn’t want to do it but if he didn’t he was going to die. And then the moment just froze and I was just looking at her thinking how unfair this is because she’s just a baby and doesn’t deserve to die and she had no idea as to what was about to happen and there was nothing I could do. We were gonna die and I was so sad for my baby girl. But there was nothing I could do it’s like my feet were glued to the ground. Then i was woken up from her crying because she was hungry and I was just feeding her crying for the next ten minutes. I just wanted to share because I can’t get it off my mind