Home sick!

I turned 12 weeks pregnant on Monday. Last night before I went to bed all I could think about was my family I never get to see. I live 3000 miles from my dad and step mom. Along with all of his family. Granted I’m adopted and I have family up north. Though I’m not close to any of them. All my brothers live mid to west coast. All have been bugging me for the past 5 years to come visit. As much as I want to, I’m married now and have my little one on the way. To my disappointment put my visiting family back another year or two. My dad said he and my step mom would come when the baby is born to meet her, for that I’m excited about. Last time I saw my dad my youngest who is ten now was six and hit by a car. Yes he’s fine. So I’ve been familyless till I meet my husband over a year ago. But it’s still not the same, he has his family around him and I’m the loan shark. I call my dad as much as I can but I’m a daddy’s girl... who needs hugs every now and then. So depression has been kicking my ass hard. I talk to one of my brothers almost every week though we have never meet face to face we are so much alike. My two boys also don’t live in SC any more and I haven’t seen them in over a year. My eldest lives with his aunt and uncle. My youngest with his dad... sadly do to time differences I don’t get to talk to my youngest as much as I like because he has to use his step moms phone or his dads and his dad or step mom won’t let him call me when he wants I have to call and pray I call at the right time. Then they monitor his phone call with me... so needless to say we don’t talk much. My eldest I get to see on face time so that has made that easier. But I want no I need to see my youngest! To see his smile, his tears... all of it.... I miss them so much now I’m in tears.... I mean my ex told me he would buy a web cam so I could see my son on skype..... it’s been over a year they cost 20$ yet no web cam......any one have any ideas how to get threw this?