My boyfriend makes me feel unwanted

Morgan • Firefighter 👩🏻‍🚒🔥 first time mommy 💕 baby Ellison due may 26th 2018 😍

I’ve been with my boyfriend for awhile now In fact I fell in love with him and now am carrying his daughter.. we have had multiple problems of him being abusive and he tends to have explosive anger issues.. I feel fucking stuck I was on the pill and got knocked up 😳 but I decided to stay because I have no where to go I have no job except volunteer firefighting.. I go to college full time and now I have a baby due in may.. we keep having the issue of him watching porn because we haven’t had sex since I found out I was pregnant.. mind you I’m 25 weeks now 😩 he told me I could put a restriction on his internet so that he would stop cause I told him it really hurt my feelings because he seemed to just go jerk off and not even think about me when I ask for sex all the time.. he got annoyed and told me to stop asking him cause he always says no.. I put on lingerie to try and be sexy and he calls it tacky 😣 he says he loves me but tonight I went on a fire call and was gone for a little over an hour.. I came home to pee and he left cum in the toilet so while he was cooking and I looked through his phone and his YouTube he was watching multiple twerking and pole dancing videos and I’m just so pissed off I want sex so damn bad it’s not even funny.. and I’m ridiculous cause here I am crying because I have no where to go because no ones going to want me living with them with a baby and a cat.. I don’t even have a car and our house is in his name 😳 I can’t believe I got myself into this..

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