urgh the first trimester is horrendous

So I'm 11weeks and 2 days pregnant ive had every symptom possible... you name it ive had it. hyperemesis was the worst and as a girl with a usual hearty appetite to zero appetite in 3 weeks was scary. I still have no appetite im eating but just here and there. I'm exhausted even putting a load of washing on is a task. I sleep possibly most of the day...the headaches come and go. I o my work 5 hours a week and im actually thinking of handing in my notice as i keep phoning in sick and it's not fair on then. my eyes have well and truly been opened to pregnancy I was always told you will feel awesome you'll look great I feel crap and look crap too.... I hope it gets better im so miserable me and hubby usually do things together but i just don't have the energy 😣 I don't regret getting pregnant at all i just didn't know I'd feel so crao. here's hoping the 2nd trimester is easier.