I will not vaccinate myself next year.

this is such a touchy topic. when I say I will not vaccinate myself... it doesn't mean I am against vaccinations all together. once I have children they will be vaccinated. But this year and any other year I chose to vaccinate myself I ended up worse off. I've caught every sickness this year. right now I have the influenza and it has reached my lungs and I now have a lung infection. I'm asthmatic so this isn't easy for me to rid. I can't even sleep at night unless I'm propped up with 5 pillows into a seated position because I can't breathe. I can't stop coughing. And life still goes on so I must work. I work in childcare so my job consists of a lot of physical activity and mental and physical strain. I've had high fevers "103 °F) multiple times this year and I never get this sick. i had the stomach bug previously and it lasted me 4 weeks. i feel like it's been one thing after another.