Marijuana & mommies.

How do you guys feel about moms who smoke marihuana? No, not crack. Not heroin, not coke, but marihuana. I’m 18, my son will be 1 in April. I’m a full time college student, & wife. I have chronic migraines, (strong enough to make paralyze me). And I suffer from depression ever since I had my son. Smoking relaxes me. I am a medical student. I have a lot on my plate, as a young mom as well. I’ve never smoked in front of my son. He’s always asleep before I smoke. My house is clean 24/7. (Neat freak), i cook. my husband and son ALWAYS go before me. But no matter how much good I do, my family judges me. I’ve never done anything dumb while high. (Nor has anyone i know that smokes.) I’m always with my husband when I smoke. He understands the pain I go through. I’m not a drug addict. I don’t put marihuana before my family. I just think I deserve to smoke after everything I do. At least I’m not a dead beat, alcoholic mom who can’t do anything. Wrong, or right? 🤔 soon to be legalized anyways. (I hope Texas moves quicker with marihuana laws.) your thoughts?