Really really sad today.

Do you ever just feel like you have to work so hard for everything? Like working out, having the best body, being the smartest & doing good in college? Being the best girlfriend & trying to make your boyfriend happy? Having great skin, but my skin is a mess & looks like a pepperoni pizza had a baby on my face. I feel like No matter what I do I have to constantly work hard & some people are just given these things naturally. I feel like no matter what I do it won’t be enough. I feel like I’ve had to work so hard for everything in my life which isn’t a bad thing, but sometimes it would be nice to just have a boost on something... I don’t know maybe I sound crazy. Maybe someone knows what I’m talking about, but I’m really down in the dumps right now because I feel like no matter what, I could always do better but I always fall short... 😞