I feel like a failure...

I’m roughly 5 weeks pregnant, and I believe I have kidney infection ontop of it. In my home I have my SS15, BS9, BS3, BS1 and Hubby. I woke up at 5am this morning got my two youngest ready and took them to daycare by 6:15, beginning at 6:30 I had prepped and began assisting surgeries, and worked through my lunch finishing surgery, and then the surgery notes... thankfully hubby had dinner handled, and it was so yummy.... but honestly - I crashed..... I’m exhausted, I don’t feel like doing laundry, dishes, literally nothing...

I do feel like a failure, my house isn’t filthy, but it’s not the cleanest, my laundry isn’t piled up, but honestly it needs done... my kitchen is still dirty from dinner, and I’m like,

If I don’t look at it I don’t ‘see’ it right!?

Tell me I’m not the only one 😩