I might be pregnant and if so I need to get an abortion cause pregnancy could kill me (medical reasons)

And I can’t let my mom know or she won’t help pay for college or anything and wouldn’t let me even get an abortion.

Would I be able to get my boyfriend to take me to get an abortion without my parents?

I’m almost 18 and he’s 20

Edit- I take birth control and we use a condom or pull out method.

The reason it would kill me is cause my body couldn’t fully develop or protect me or the fetus from my own body so it would reject and kill us both