OVER IT

I never in a million years thought having a second kid would be this difficult. I legit have tried everything and have had every test you can imagine. My husbands semen test was perfect as well. I’ve become this depleted person who sees pregnant women all around me and it makes me so sad inside. Why wouldn’t my first kid be difficult why now! I was hoping my Dr would find something wrong so I can take a pill or have a treatment and fix it. Wrong I know but I’m just overwhelmed. Please don’t chime in with the don’t stress or think about it talk as I’ve done that as well so it makes matters even worse. I’ve cut out alcohol and caffeine even I don’t have a life I’m basically carrying on like a pregnant woman to play it safe with no results. Anyway I hope after 2.5 years of trying a miracle happens otherwise hello IUI.