lifestyle change

This was from before Thanksgiving. I'm having a hard time getting back to eating Keto like I was. I have been following 80 day obsession now, in hopes that a healthier lifestyle will help is in ttc. We lost our baby in August and have been trying for 2 years. The frustration, hurt, anger, and doubt are hard to look past. I am still at this same weight (when I lost it I wasn't working out, now I am). Hoping this will help us, praying for the best. 9 days high fertility with no peak, not looking promising :(