Deployments suck.. sooo bad!

Ugh... I just literally picked my husband up 30 days ago... and now I’m watching him leave again... deployment number 6 has officially started. And I’m officially a crying wreck. Never ever had I imagined to be apart from him so much, never had I thought this would become normal to let him go. I miss you dearly! Let the countdown begin, once again. Never ever had I thought I would say this, but army, I miss you! You did screw with our plans a lot bit I had my husband home WAY more than I have him now... I didn’t knew what I was getting g myself into when I told him I would support him through his career as a military contractor. The army was way easier to handle for me, as a spouse. This just sucks so bad :(