Why is it every time I want a baby.. everyone else gets pregnant?!😭😭😭

Anyone else feel the same? When I wanted my son everyone was pregnant! My Facebook page was full of announcements and ultrasounds. People who I never even had any connections to.. but it still affected me. I found out 2 family members were pregnant and then I found out I was pregnant too about a week later. Great. Then when I was pregnant.. and after he was born i never heard of ANYONE being pregnant! Since trying for #2 everyone is getting pregnant again! Omg😔😭 on top of that.. a family member who is willingly having unprotected sex knowing she doesn’t want a kid.. and who has said she would no doubt get an abortion if she got pregnant.. text last night saying she’s late and she might be pregnant. I feel like ripping my hair out 🙅🏽‍♀️ it’s just not fair. 1dpo today and this is my 8th cycle trying. I just want to add another blessing to my little family. Please God, let this be my month 👏🏽