Coming to an end...

I posted last week wondering what the breaking point was. But I feel our journey is coming to an end. But I’m proud of my self for making it this far.

I was told I couldn’t make it more than a month because of my PCOS and flat nipples. We fought through it. My supply has never been over abundant but just enough for her, I was okay with that.

But with my chronic migraines resurfacing (unable to take my preventative) and my supply dropping probably because of stress, I believe our journey will close soon. I told my husband either when I’m out of bags (there are about 250 at home which is a little over a months worth) or I’m just not getting enough milk I’m done. He has been a wonderful support for me the last 3 months. He looked at me and said you’re doing amazing and she will be fine no matter what you do.

Exclusively pumping has been the hardest thing to keep up with, but at the same time most rewarding thing to do for my daughter. My goal was 6 months but if we don’t make it we don’t make it.

You ladies have been a great resource in getting through some of my trying times.