Feeling fat 😞

I know that I’m already chubby, obviously, I just feel like I’m not pregnant and I’m just getting fat. I have 2 other ladies at my work that are super skinny and pregnant and have this cute little belly and I’m over here with this gut! I’m 17+2 and going for my anatomy and I hate ultra sounds because they can never find baby through my tummy and have to go vaginally. They told me my last appointment they won’t be going internally anymore and she looked disgusted that she couldn’t find him...I feel discouraged and just...blah. I made sure the year leading up to TTC I lost weight, I lost 80lbs to try and be healthy for baby and so far in pregnancy I haven’t gained 1lb yet but already feel like a whale. 😞 any one else feel down about this??