I want a baby. no can't bring a baby to this world when there is no money... I want a house but can't cuz there's no money...... hubbi wants a new car ........ well we are going to get it even if we struggle paying......... he wants a baby but doesn't want to get a better job. I JUST DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!! I FELL SO USELESS. MIGHT MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TOMORROW TO SEE A SPECIALIST IN SO MAD AT MY SELF FOR THINKING THIS WAY