TW sexual abuse

I'm not feeling good and have been under so much stress lately. My sister was sexually abused last year (9years old) and the one year is coming up on April 8th and she still cannot sleep by herself so I have been taking care of her for so long and I'm just tired. No 16 year old should have this problem but my mom is on recovery and can't handle it and my sisters case keeps being postponed and it's bringing up old memories of my sexual abuse and it's getting so bad that my body is physically reacting and I'm getting really sick because of it. What do I do? I'm just tired of everything. 😩😭😥 I love her so much. She is my everything. I just don't know if I can take it anymore.

~ troubled teen

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