Im very embarrassed😢

So my boyfriend wanted a blowjob and he likes it rough and to be in control of it. Well.......things escalated very quickly. I have the most horrible gag reflex and I threw up all over the floor

Not once, not twice but three times

He was concerned and asked if I was okay the first time and if I wanted to continue and I really wanted to please him so I kept going after my loving boyfriend cleaned it up for me. Things were going good at first but then .......

I throw up again and not learning my lesson and just stopping I continue again.

And you can guess what happens again. I wanted to go and hide somewhere I was so embarrased and upset with myself, but he kept telling me it was okay and that he still enjoyed it and that i have nothing to worry about.